Who Is This Girl ?

I feel I have somehow lost myself somehow, somewhere in Missouri. That girl that lived in Illinois that was so much fin and so full of life has disappeard somehow. The things I used to do, used to enjoy I no longer do. The man I loved in Illinois, changed and became a different man when he moved to Missouri, then I think that changed me too. I miss the fun I used to have, the friends, the life. I don't know what happened, and as I slowly try to regain that life I had up there it makes me resent and blame the husband I now have, then man I used to love so much up there. Because he is different and doesn't want to do things anymore, is boring....... I miss him, I miss me, I miss us..

sjt0378 sjt0378
Apr 16, 2008