My Sister...

My sister and I are eleven years apart. She's 26 and i'm 15. I feel like I am just a thorn in her side. I hardly get to see her. Let alone, spend time with her. She's getting married in a few months, which means I'll see her even less. I love my sister so much... I just don't get why she treats me the way she does. why doesn't she love me? She's my idol for Christ's sake. I defend her, I tell everyone how great she is.. It hurts to see that she'd rather spend time with everyone else. Even if we are only half sisters... I love her. It hurts when no one... Not even my sister... think I am valuable. Sometimes I fear that the only way i'll ever make her happy is to not be here at all. I'm afraid that I might just try it.

Lupe1223 Lupe1223
18-21, F
Feb 13, 2011