So Far Away

5 YRS AGO MY TWIN SISTER MOVED TO CALIFORNIA FROM ILLINOIS.  WE ARE ALMOST 30 AND NEVER BEEN THAT FAR FROM EACH OTHER.  OUR MOTHER MOVED AROUND A LOT WHEN WE WERE YOUNG SO WE DIDNT HAVE MANY FRIENDS AND THE ONES WE MADE DIDNT LAST VERY LONG CUZ WE'D BE AT A DIFFERENT SCHOOL EVERY FEW MONTHS.  WE WERE EACH OTHERS BEST AND ONLY FRIEND.  AFTER SHE MOVED I DIDNT SEE HER AGAIN FOR FOUR YEARS.  HER AND HER HUSBAND FELL ON HARD TIME AND SHE NEEDED TO MOVE IN WITH ME FOR AWHILE.  THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY SINCE SHE HAD HAD TWO BABIES SINCE I SEEN HER AND SHE HADNT SEEN MY DAUGHTER IN SO LONG.  SHE WAS WITH ME FOR ABOUT 2 MONTH AND THEN HER HUSBAND FOUND A JOB IN MISSOURI AND THEY WERE GONE AGAIN.  EVEN THO NOT AS FAR AS CALIFORNIA BUT IT MIGHT AS WELL BE WITH THE COST OF TRAVEL THESE DAYS.  I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH SOMETIMES I ACHE FOR MY SISTER.  IM VERY SHY EVEN AS AND ADULT SO ITS HARD FOR ME TO FIND CLOSE FRIENDS AND JUST WHEN I THINK IVE FOUND ONE THEY LET ME DOWN.  I HATE TO SAY IT BECAUSE I WISH HER NO BAD LUCK BUT I HOPE SOON SHELL CALL ME AND TELL ME SHE NEEDS HELP AGAIN JUST SO I CAN HAVE MY BESTFRIEND BACK.
JESSPOWELL762010 JESSPOWELL762010
26-30
May 15, 2012