Well it has been just over 6 months that my boyfriend has been in Afghanistan. I love and miss him so much. There are times where I find myself just starting to cry and I don't know why, later I realise it is because I am missing him. At the moment I feel at a loss of words because I feel like I am about to cry. I just feel so alone sometimes... well more like all of the time. Back where he had deployed out of there was a support group and I had the ladies number and e-mail I had both called her once... but something on the number was srong I think. I have e-mailed with no reply and it is just really hard to find support being 15 hours away from where the support group is. I know a couple people who have brothers and sisters who are deployed but it is not that same as having a boyfriend or husband gone. I just wish I had some people to talk to. My outlet has always been typing in a journal. And the journal I had that was about 132 pages is gone because my cousin stepped on my other computer and it is all gone...that hasmade things so much harder... I just.. I miss him so much.