One Of Those Nights

Its one of those nights I just wish he was here. Everynight before I go to sleep I play songs that reminds me of him and look at our pictures. I don't wanna make myself depress but I always end up doing it. I just can't help not to think of him. And the fact that I might not be able to be home when gets here because I'll be deployed myself kills me. I won't be able to see the love of my life for almost 2years. Some nights I just don't know how I'm going to be able to handle being away without seeing him or hugging him for so long. I really wish I knew what to do.
Barbsf Barbsf
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

I have the same problem, in fact i am lying in bed now doing exactly the same thing. I don't have the answers of what to do but sometimes its just nice to have someone to talk to going through the same thing, you need to keep your mind focused on something to help the days pass quicker. I just focus on our future together when all this is out the way. I hope you feel better soon x