Worst Timing Eever, And I Don't Know What To Do!!!!
Wow, I am really new to this, the forum thing. And the army thing. New as in this very morning. I knew it was comming, but we both thought we would have more time. Time time time. But time was fianlly up.
Anyway, sorry if I rant, or if I do this wrong or whatever. At this point, I just need help and support and advice.
I'm with my highschool sweetheart, my best friend, my soul mate, my Dylan. We've been together five and a half years, and he just left for basic and AIT this morning. I just got my very last phone call about ten minutes ago when his plane landed.
We've had our ups and our downs just like everyone, but we love eachother, so we have always tried to work things out. Regardless of the situation, we know we can't live without eachother. but two motnhs ago, Dylan cheated. it was a very big dissapointment to say the least, especially in a time when I needed to be able to trust him more than anything. But...we decided to try and work on it. Everyone makes mistakes, right?
But now he is gone, and from what i hear of friends of mine in the army, it is very easy to be unfaithful, But that isn't my only concern.
I don't know what to do in general. How to I make sure we don't loose our spark? How to I rebuild the broken trust from so far away? How do I send him letters that are more than just letters? I've got so much going around in my head, plus I am about to start my second year of Nursing School! I just don't know what to do. All I can do it curl up in bed with his T shirt and the stuffed dog we had shared custody of. Please help me. I need all the advice I can get. I need all the support and insight. Please.....