I Will Love Him Forever
My son died, of a sudden illness, over two weeks ago now.
I wrote that sentence, above, but I hardly, really, believe it.
I loved him so much; he was only 29 years old and my only child.
I am trying to keep going, but it is very hard.
Oh, I loved him so much. I just loved him so much. I miss him; it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. I want him back so much.
I know I have to let him go. I know it won't always hurt this much. I know that the joy he brought me cannot be taken away from me. I know I regret nothing; I would live every moment again, even knowing the heartbreak ahead.
Thanks for listening; it helps.