I Await Your Return

Dear Friend, EP Link

I know we've let each other down lately.  And while we got on well last time we saw each other, something you said that night told me that we needed a break from each other.

I'm not sure if I read you right, but nonetheless I feel torn apart from you.  For the last few weeks I've been afraid to contact you just in case you aren't ready to have me back in your life quite yet.  But at least I did manage to send you an email a week ago in the hope that you would answer me.  Normally, we communicate easily and without fear.  After all, I'd hardly consider you a friend if we didn't.  I turn to you, only now instead I find myself turning to other people about you.  I've even been troubled by an emotional fear that this could be the end, though really I'm sure it can't be after the years we've gone without a major upset.

I've tried to get some time with other friends, but my limited success has been tarnished by my thinking about you and wondering when you'll be back in my life.  You mean a lot to me.  Good friends are hard to find.  Moreover, I'd like to be able to tell you in person one of these days that you are indeed my best friend.

I'm sure we have the potential to be even better friends, and have been looking forward to spending more time with you and pursuing my ideas for sharing more activities.  But first, we need to get our friendship back on track.

I can't wait for that call, text, email, FB message, surprise visit or whatever to tell me you're ready to get together again.  And when this happens, I can see myself being the happiest I've been so far since you began to let me down earlier this year.  Then if all goes well between us following this, I'll be even happier than I was last time things were going well between us, and hope you will be too.

AnarchyRules AnarchyRules
36-40, M
Feb 26, 2010