Indeed.

The 90s was the only carefree time in my life. I was a kid and I had an amazing childhood. I miss how easy things were back then and how free people seemed to me. No one had a care in the world and I was who I was. I think that's the best thing about being a kid... you act like your true self without holding back.

I'm 20 and the world is a haze to me now. The last time I felt pure happiness was in that decade or in the early 2000s. I've grown into a cynic, a motherless daughter, a depressed and lonely person.

Today.. me, my sister, and her boyfriend went driving around our old town and neighborhood. So many memories came flooding back but it's like it didn't even happen. It was so long ago and so much has changed within me since that time in my life.

When I think of happiness, I remember the 90s... running around without a care. I wish the way I felt back then would return to my life, if only for a month.. hell, I'd give anything  for a month of happiness.

 

So I guess I'll be waiting.

flyawayhome flyawayhome
22-25, F
8 Responses Feb 18, 2010

heyyyy! I sent a happy face too.... see it? :)

hey are you calling me a DORK???? is that what you are saying... cuz Im a bit confused by your.. Okey dokers comment..... hmm..... Im so NOT a DORK!!!!.....<br />
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okay.. I am... but hell... Im entertaining at times so it's all good!!!!<br />
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Thanks for the gold star. It makes me feel like I've done at least SOMETHING right today.

Hahahahaha okey dokers!

LOL funny **** right there!!!! gifts on a story page.... yeppers.... fine idea!!! you see them?? scroll down.... all the way..... you see them?????? check it out!!!! :D

It's okay. I didn't want your gift anyway.<br />
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Ha...ha

HOLD ON!!! I FOUND THE GIFT GIVING BUTTON!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT! IM SENDING YOU A GIFT.. WAIT UP.. DON'T LEAVE YET!!!!!!!

well hell... I just read a blurb that said you can now give gifts on someone's story page.. at the bottom of the story.. but I sure in hell don't see any place where I can send you a gift on this page! WTF is up with that? ugh... sorry ... NO GIFT FOR YOU! ...... LoL.... :D