They say time heals the void left behind when someone close to you dies, and sure it helps... but it doesn't take the pain away. It doesn't replace what you've lost, or change the fact that a huge part of your life is no longer there... it just dulls it down.

Its at certain times of the year that things get hard, that I notice small things that remind me that you're gone, and it hurts. It hurts that you're never going to walk through my door again, that I'll never hear you singing the random songs you would sing, but most of all it hurts that I'll never get the chance to say what I needed to say to you.

You knew... I know you knew but above everything else I wish for, I wish that I had one chance to tell you everything because then maybe you would understand. Life is never going to be the same without you, I'm never going to look at things the way I used to, but most of all I'll never be able to fill the hole that you left behind.

You're gone, I miss you all the time, and I always will... that place that you gained in my heart, and in my life will always be yours, no one will be able to fill that gap </3
codenamekidnextdoor codenamekidnextdoor
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 15, 2015

In this life, these body, internally and externally that we live in will not last forever. After all the years of testes and through out all trials, we know it is fragile. After all is said and done we take nothing with us but love , the memories and our faiths. God has gained another angel in his kingdom in heaven. We should rejoice that our love ones no longer suffer and we will all soon be greeted and reunite one day. For now they are with us in spirit, watching and protecting us. ~<3~