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I Miss My Guy Friend

Damn I miss him so much. I hate how we were becoming the best of friends and then he just dropped me. I mean I get that he got a girlfriend but that doesn't mean he had to cut me out completely. It sucks. I'm not sure what I did wrong. I have not spoken to him in like 2 or 3 months. I feel so bad...but mostly like crap because he really was one of my good friends and now it's like he doesn't care about me :'( or our friendship.
LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F 4 Responses May 26, 2011

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Im in your position right now.<br />
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When I entered college, my friend Peter was the first person I made a connection with, because I've never been good at things like that. He was always by my side and he was my older brother and still is. He gave me kisses on the head, picked me up, and gave me so many tight hugs.<br />
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Ever since he got a gf, all of that changed. He doesnt give me kisses on the head, never picks me up anymore, and the tight hugs turned into one armed hugs. He just changed and I still don't like it. I really liked it more when he was single. He was better.<br />
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I have one gift from him and I keep it still with me. I'm just using it as a token and believing that one day the "real" him will come back. The one who was so nice and loving and didn't drop me out of his life because of a gf.<br />
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The most I can do right now is that I can stay by his side when he is stressed out, love him with all of my heart, and if and when the time comes that he breaks up with his gf, be there for him if needed and hold his hand like he used to hold mine. <br />
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His graduation is next semester, so I thought of giving him my favorite hat when he graduates. It's the hat I met him in and the hat I want to give to him when he goes far away.

Yeah felling the same way you are feeling. I met this guy 2 weeks after the first day of school. His name is Dyllan. The only class I had with him was studio art. We would talk and he would always make me laugh and smile. I would always look into his eyes and he would look back. He would give me hugs everyday. Every time I saw him in the hallway I would get butterflies. The way he said my name gave me goosebumps. He even told me he loved me, I didn't say it back. He even drew me a picture and signed his name with a heart. I never thought that I would fall in love with him, and we aren't even dating! I'm 14 years old and he's 17. He has a daughter and soon to be married. He was a nice guy. I would wake up every morning with a smile on my face knowing that I would see him at school. I would hate Fridays because I wanted to see him! Thing is I isolated myself from him because I was too shy to talk to him. He would stand by me in line and I would move away. I should have never ignored him because now he's ignoring me, forgetting I ever existed! I miss him so much. I still have the picture he drew me and I promised him that I would keep it forever. </3

thank you

Yup I had the balls enough today to text him and no reply :( I'm so bummed

Sorry, I know how you feel 3