I Miss My Guy Friend

Damn I miss him so much. I hate how we were becoming the best of friends and then he just dropped me. I mean I get that he got a girlfriend but that doesn't mean he had to cut me out completely. It sucks. I'm not sure what I did wrong. I have not spoken to him in like 2 or 3 months. I feel so bad...but mostly like crap because he really was one of my good friends and now it's like he doesn't care about me :'( or our friendship.
LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds
22-25, F
3 Responses May 26, 2011

Yeah felling the same way you are feeling. I met this guy 2 weeks after the first day of school. His name is Dyllan. The only class I had with him was studio art. We would talk and he would always make me laugh and smile. I would always look into his eyes and he would look back. He would give me hugs everyday. Every time I saw him in the hallway I would get butterflies. The way he said my name gave me goosebumps. He even told me he loved me, I didn't say it back. He even drew me a picture and signed his name with a heart. I never thought that I would fall in love with him, and we aren't even dating! I'm 14 years old and he's 17. He has a daughter and soon to be married. He was a nice guy. I would wake up every morning with a smile on my face knowing that I would see him at school. I would hate Fridays because I wanted to see him! Thing is I isolated myself from him because I was too shy to talk to him. He would stand by me in line and I would move away. I should have never ignored him because now he's ignoring me, forgetting I ever existed! I miss him so much. I still have the picture he drew me and I promised him that I would keep it forever. </3

thank you

Yup I had the balls enough today to text him and no reply :( I'm so bummed

Sorry, I know how you feel 3