Two days ago it was your birthday. I couldn't help but think of you and wonder where you are, what you're doing, how life is treating you. It's been 9 years since we have last seen and spoken to eachother. I miss you and I hope life has improved for you. When we were teenagers you chose drugs over me and it broke my heart. A part of me will always love you...after all you were my first boyfriend...my first kiss...my first real love. Who knows maybe you'll actually read this one day and know that it's for you. I hope you're happy and you have found someone to share your life with like i have. But wherever you are just know I miss you, I still love you, and I hope you're okay and I hope one day our paths will cross again and maybe just maybe we can become friends again.