A Heck Of A Lot

Every single day you cross my mind. Every single day I remember how things were. Now things are distant, strange between us. I don’t know why, I don’t understand. I’ve missed you so much. Why can’t you believe me when I say I love you? I don’t have a motive. When I say something, I mean it. I am not one of those people who say that to someone and not mean it. I feel something for you. I no longer know if you feel the same thing. I’m so very confused. And I have noticed that you’ve kind of been ignoring me. Am I that forgettable? Is it something I’ve done? You know longer feel as if you want to reply to my messages? I shared a side of me to you that no one will probably know. You know my secrets, you know my tragedies. You know things about me that not even my own father does. I’m not doing this to annoy you. I’m doing this to let you know how I feel. Why are you so weird around me? It’s not that you have to say or do anything overtly strange, but I get vibes from people. And right now the vibes I’m getting from you are just weird. I still feel that way about you. Even though you may be slightly ignoring me, I still think of you every single day. I still get those butterflies when you’re online. I still feel happy when I see that I’ve gotten a notification from you. Everything is the exact same for me. I’ve tried to ignore you completely and I’ve tried to leave it be but something keeps driving me towards you. I don’t know what it is and I’m sorry if I’m irritating to you. I just want you to know I’m still thinking of you, and missing you.
TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8
22-25, F
Sep 7, 2012