Don't Remember

I honestly don't remember being a "teenager". When i think of teens i think of fun,parties, driver licenses, cars, driving. PARENTS TRUSTING YOU, going out-having fun. Basically enjoying the last few years before you have to be 100% serious and grow up. All i can remember from childhood/teen was thinking about the house or bills. I basically was the one to worry about how would this get paid (dont get me wrong-mama had a good job) or what we would do about this situation. or..everything that happened-i was the one who stressed. I could never focus on school alone-somehng was always in eating at the back of my mind. even thought im 19 (gonna be 20 2.18.09) i don't feel like these years were "good" to me. they coulda been worse-but still.. I'd never wanna re-live these hellish years over-but i wish i woulda lived them differently

lostprophet lostprophet
22-25, F
Feb 11, 2009