Today, Yesterday, 10 Years Ago, Forever

yes you know. its your sadictic "kick" your "high". to know how i truly feel. to laugh and feel power, control, to feel youve tamped a "loser" and soon shell just die.
im sorry as much as i miss an illusion, i know your love is about as real as the snuffalugus. youre a master of internet art, know all the right words to type, the things tosay, the poems for a lonely heart. youre the ONE.
funny i was aways "the cheater", the one who wasnt satisfied with you, which is a load of ****. Im going to wrote this ine more time. im 2001 when you walked intto the apt and a guy was walking around without his shirt on it was brcause WERE SMOKING CRACK HE WAS SWEATING. i didnt cheat. you saved my life once thinking i was cheating. wasnt.
Ill give youfact you cant be involved with anyone who has a drug addiction, the drug will come before you, and any other thing in life.
what could i have possibly done to deserve such treatment? I thought your pure heart would love me, the fct is there WAS NO PURITY there.
Yeslike your poem im trapped locked in your cage. Does it make your happy? Because it makes me even more miserable.