Just Thought You Should Know

Dear ------:

Well you're never getting this letter, so I don't know what I'm doing, but who cares. I like you so much. I mean I could say love, but you might think I'm some obsessive person, but no, I just care. Way too much. So yeah. So, when you don't text me back, or when I never get to see you, you have no idea how much that kills me. You probably have no idea at all. I don't get how you can say you like me, and all this other stuff, and just not want to see me. Is there something I'm not understanding? Guess so. You know, I kinda wish you'd just be straight up with me, instead of letting me waste my time. If there's something you wanna say, then you need to say it. I can't wait around. Which that's a lie too, because I'd wait around forever for you. Which is a dumb thing for me to do, because I might be waiting forever.

You are my favorite person. When you actually talk to me, you're really sweet, and funny, and you're perfect. I'm not just saying that to say that. You helped me feel better after me and me ex broke up. You probably didn't know you did, but you made me feel better. You don't even know what you do to me. Like I said, you're perfect. Just one day of not talking to you, kills me. I don't understand how you can just ignore me? How many other girls can say all this about you, and mean it like I do? Maybe a lot, but whatever.

I just need some reassurance of something. I wanna know why? Why are you doing this to me? Maybe you don't even notice you are, but I really wish you would. I don't know. I feel sick. Sure. Okay well I'm done with this pointless letter you're never gonna get, so stay perfect.

SheWillBeLoved1234 SheWillBeLoved1234
13-15, F
Nov 23, 2012