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Worst Day Ever!

Well.. I dont know where to start..I lost my uncle 1 year ago.. he had a tumor in his head..i visited him 1 time in hospital in his hard time.. my mother told me that he always asked about me..when i will finally visite him again.My mother always told him i have to do my homework or something like this..I just was not strong enough to see him like this.. than 1 day before we wanted to go to holidays,he died.
I was not able to say goodbye.I was just afraid..that day destroied my whole life.
I miss him so much and i wish i could turn back the time and visit him as often as i can.I made a big mistake..i hate myself for doing that!
I'm not even strong enough to go to the cemetery and talk to him or just stand infront of his grave.My best friend told me she would go with me but i can't do this..i am just craven :/
He was my everything,he always supported me and made me smile.
And now he gone :/ forever :(
Thats just not fair! :(
LenaLovesZinou LenaLovesZinou 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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wow that sucks big time!!!well there is nothing you can do to change the past...but you can change the future..how you ask??? all right this is what I will tell you..girl get your friend and have your friend take you to your uncles grave go ahead let it all out..because I know its eating you up inside and if you do let it all out..you will be better for it..tell him how sorry you are for not visiting more...and everything else let it all out and when your done you will feel better...good luck to you.post again let us know hows it going!!

I m very thankfull for your fast comment.
I think you are right.I should go talking to him!
That is the least i can do for him.

yes it is...and your welcome!!