I Have So Much to Say to Him...

I wish I could just pick up the phone and call, I though about it alot today. I started to write a letter and got frustrated. Everytime the phone rang today my heart skipped a beat. I worked on my calendar and my schedule, I wrote in T's flight info and changed my days off. I just need the next two weeks to by quickly. I know that as soon as T is here that the time until I see Mike again will go by much more quickly. I have to live for that and not think about March...I wont see Mike at all during March.  I started looking at houses in Oklahoma, even though I have no desire to live there...EVER! I am completely convinced that Mike is going to be deployed right after AIT but at the same time I hope that he will not. I miss Mike so much, I miss tell him about my day and how I am feeling. This is so hard...I wish it was getting easier but it has been almost a month and a half since I have heard his voice and it is driving me CRAZY!!!!
stephnie stephnie
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 6, 2008

i feel the same way. i want to jst pick up the phone and call :(