Everything I Wanted Except He's Married
I met this man on my job over a year ago. I was not involved in a realtionship, but I was still waiting and praying for Mr. Right. Then he comes along, go figure. We worked very close together, and had good chemistry. There wasn't an instant attraction, for goodness sake he is married!! But somewhere, something happened. I noticed something a spark happened and boy did it happen. We continued to become friends, he expressed interest and I went back and forth with the idea of the relationship for weeks....HE IS MARRIED!!! Eventually, I gave in!!! For 15 months we have been involved. I love this man, he is everything I have every wanted in a man, except he's married!!! He loves me too.. He never fails to tell me or show me how much, in his own way. He tries to please me and make me happy considering the circumstances, but I still give him hell. Though I may be the other woman, I am a demanding one, who wants her time. My motto" If you want to the role of my boyfriend, then play the part". He makes every effort to spend time with me, but I seem to never be satisfied, because I want more..I want all of him. It gets so frustrating at time!!! But, I am still not ready to get out. I enjoy being with him, I love the way he makes me feel when we are together and even when we aren't. We have taking vacations, spent a holiday together, he tries to give me time on those holidays that we haven't traveled, we have been out in public, heck we only live about 10minutes from one another. He is even willing to have a baby with me. This man loves me!!! I give him so much drama sometimes, but he stills continue to love me, and support me. What married man does that? I might nag just as much as the wife, but he still sticks around. Other married men would probably say," I can go through this crap at home, I'm done", but oh not him!!! He says, "I love you, more than you know, You mean more to me, more than you know"!! What does that mean? If he loves me this much, why not be with me? I know why because he has a family, and I am his mistress. I don't know how I got... I do have good morals, I know the importance of marriage, but this just happened. I didn't chase after this man, he pursued me. I tell few people about our situation, because people judge so much.. and yeah "it's always the other woman's fault".. But I really love this man, he has treated me better than any of single ex-boyfriends and has been my best boyfriend so far. I don't know what that says about my ex's..lol, but being with him feels so good. Maybe our timing is off, but we were made for each other in some liftetime. Well this is my story, well some of it. There will be more to come. I just need to hear how others cope with this time thing, because I want more of it!!!