He's Perfect...but I Didn't Want To Give Up Being Single

I actually posted an ad online stating that I was looking for a lover. I got a TON of responses..the majority from married men. I came to his and my heart skipped a beat. We texted and talked on the phone, then he came over the other day and I was nervous to see if we had the connection in person that we did in digital world. Oh my gosh we did. I was asleep on the couch and told him just to come in (he was leaving for the gym extra early to be able to come and see me). he came in, didn't say anything to me, just kissed me, and we ended up having the most intense, passionate sex i've ever had...on my living room floor and couch. He's amazing. He's been married for 19 years, he loves his wife, has four beautiful children....but they're like roommates at this point. She's his best friend...but she doesn't pay attention to him anymore...they pay bills, and raise children...and she's fine with that...but obviously he isn't. He had a girlfriend for two years that he fell in love with in his previous state, but now he was looking for another commited mistress...and as a divorced, single mom who works full time...the last thing i need or want is a man...but to have that connection, that passion, that "when will i get to see him again" feeling is like heaven. I'm so taken with this man who has fantasies he wants to live out w/ me, but then will turn around and ask about how my day was.
InEdensBliss InEdensBliss
31-35, F
2 Responses May 11, 2012

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Well as long as everyone knows the deal ( he's staying home) everything will be cool and he will probably treat you great. Enjoy whats real. I'm looking for a similar situation myself right now.