I Moms Feminizing Sons
NOTE: I would like you to know that English is not my native language. I hope you can understand my writing, despite any misspellings or bad grammar. Thank you.
My parents get divorced since I was about 3 years old, since that age I remember my dad used to visit us every weekend to go at park, my brother and I never were really affected by our parents separation, since the only real change was now we only see our dad a couple times a week instead of everyday, my mother used to dress us on a very androgynous way, I never didn't care about that, sometimes when we were out with dad, other people especially women came close and said, you have a beautiful daughter, for me it was like normal I was never really aware about that until I grew up and saw pictures of us on that time, one time my mother even fit me a very cute blue princes dress. But then our dad started to discuss with mom the way she dressed us, and he started to buy us more boy like clothe, we just started to use that clothe and mom seemed to understand that we shouldn't be using girl like clothe.
I know my mother was raised with a lot of sisters, she was in the middle of 7 daughters, so she grew up on a very girlie way and that was maybe the reason it was hard for her to raise boys.
After some time when I was about 6 years old, mom got married again and suddenly we had a stepfather every day at the house guiding us on the way to be more boy like, but I realized that I liked more to do girly stuff, play with our cousins dolls and dresses, wear my mom's clothe and shoes, practicing makeup and feminine manners when we were alone, my mom always defended me from the our stepfather scoldings, saying that I was his son and she had more right about the way she raised me, my little brother always knew about I wanted to be a girl, but he was just happier been a boy.
No matter my mom was not making us use girly/androgynous clothes, I still had the felling she always treated me different than my brother, she didn't let me do the things boys are allowed to do, I was over protected the way moms over protect daughters and I could notice it was not the same way with my brother, I think because he always had more boy like aptitude and looked stronger than me, later on she said I was very fragile and all she was doing it was for my own protection.
The day she and our step father discover I had being going out to party like a girl with friends it was like she always knew it and she was waiting to talk with me about that.
Our step father give her some advice to try make me more "male" including cut my hair, go into my closet and trow to garbage all my girls clothes, I went to the psychiatrist a toke a lot of anti depression pills, they even forced me to go to college for an engineering degree even when they know my real passion was arts.
Later I leaved home and started into art school, at the same time I started to live full time as a girl, my mother was always worried about me, now more than ever but with the time she let me grow up and become the woman I am today, sometimes I go and visit her to his house, we are still very close, especially when she divorced again, some other times we even go shopping together, at the end she always knew that I was his daughter.
My parents get divorced since I was about 3 years old, since that age I remember my dad used to visit us every weekend to go at park, my brother and I never were really affected by our parents separation, since the only real change was now we only see our dad a couple times a week instead of everyday, my mother used to dress us on a very androgynous way, I never didn't care about that, sometimes when we were out with dad, other people especially women came close and said, you have a beautiful daughter, for me it was like normal I was never really aware about that until I grew up and saw pictures of us on that time, one time my mother even fit me a very cute blue princes dress. But then our dad started to discuss with mom the way she dressed us, and he started to buy us more boy like clothe, we just started to use that clothe and mom seemed to understand that we shouldn't be using girl like clothe.
I know my mother was raised with a lot of sisters, she was in the middle of 7 daughters, so she grew up on a very girlie way and that was maybe the reason it was hard for her to raise boys.
After some time when I was about 6 years old, mom got married again and suddenly we had a stepfather every day at the house guiding us on the way to be more boy like, but I realized that I liked more to do girly stuff, play with our cousins dolls and dresses, wear my mom's clothe and shoes, practicing makeup and feminine manners when we were alone, my mom always defended me from the our stepfather scoldings, saying that I was his son and she had more right about the way she raised me, my little brother always knew about I wanted to be a girl, but he was just happier been a boy.
No matter my mom was not making us use girly/androgynous clothes, I still had the felling she always treated me different than my brother, she didn't let me do the things boys are allowed to do, I was over protected the way moms over protect daughters and I could notice it was not the same way with my brother, I think because he always had more boy like aptitude and looked stronger than me, later on she said I was very fragile and all she was doing it was for my own protection.
The day she and our step father discover I had being going out to party like a girl with friends it was like she always knew it and she was waiting to talk with me about that.
Our step father give her some advice to try make me more "male" including cut my hair, go into my closet and trow to garbage all my girls clothes, I went to the psychiatrist a toke a lot of anti depression pills, they even forced me to go to college for an engineering degree even when they know my real passion was arts.
Later I leaved home and started into art school, at the same time I started to live full time as a girl, my mother was always worried about me, now more than ever but with the time she let me grow up and become the woman I am today, sometimes I go and visit her to his house, we are still very close, especially when she divorced again, some other times we even go shopping together, at the end she always knew that I was his daughter.