To Go Through This

i must be stupid to go through the things ive gone through, willingly, and yet still stuck around. im still here. even though, even though all the things that have happened to me. how can you get seperation anxiety from a place that abused you continiously? it makes no sense. my choices are dumb. i try and live out the romantic notion in my head, but all i do is dig myself deeper into holes. so as stupid as hermitising myself is, it makes more sense than the things ive done when im 'living'.
piggygoff piggygoff
22-25, F
Aug 16, 2007