But I Know That's Not Here...

The dust has started to settle and the war I falsely believed I was engaged in is coming to an end. Most of what I believed in has been challenged by the people I've trusted. I no longer feel connected and my assumptions about those people has been proven wrong.

Now, I have been left with an empty canvas that needs to have a story painted upon it. But with all of the disappointments and failures that I've acquired over the last few years, the only true statement I can make is that I won't be starting my new story from here. I simply do not belong here and I am certainly no longer welcome to stay. Everything I thought I belonged to turned out to be nothing more than an illusion.

But I know I belong somewhere, yet I'm unsure of where that is. There must be somewhere I am accepted. Some place I will be loved and understood. I need to find this place. Otherwise there will be no new story to tell.

I think we all belong somewhere.
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Jan 6, 2013