How Do I Get My Hoh To Be More Severe In My Punishment?We have been in the D/D relationship for almost a year. He does spank me. He uses a belt most of the time. On a few occasons he uses a huge piece of rubber that goes on cars. That thing HURTS. He can hit me with the belt 50X and it does not hurt as bad as 10 with the strap. The last 2 spankigs have actually been quite hard however with the belt. However, I have never cried. I have asked him on a few occations when I knew that I was going to get punished if he would punish me until I cry, then at that point get the strap and give me a dozen more then, with his hand until I can't even cry anymore. Not to listen to my pleas for him to stop, but to continue the punishment to the end. I feel that I need a severe punishment right now. I don't think I would need that severe everytime but I believe that every once in a while would be a great reminder for me to be a better person and have a better attitude. I have explained that when he sees the attitude that I do not like having it either. Sometimes I am just stressed and need a release. I need a GOOD oldfashioned whipping. He just does not think that he can bring that kind of pain to me. He does not understand that the pain I feel when we fight is a lot worse than any whipping he could ever give me, and not nearly as effective.
Any suggestions on how to make him understand that this is what I need and it would benefit our relationship??