The Worst Day Of My Life

My boyfriend and I had started dating in 2009. We were extremely close and knew everything about each other we had some rocks in our relationship but always made it through. He was my best friend. His mom died early in our relationship and me being there for him all the time brought us closer together. He became abusive but I stayed by him. I never left because I needed him and he needed me. We were very serious. He meant the world to me. We dated for two years. But one night we were in a huge argument and we were exactly dating we were together without a title. We were on the phone going over every detail of our 2 year relationship. And we were arguing terribly and he said shut up and I said why should I! He said because I love you. I was so mad at what he did I said ill talk to you later and hung up. There was no later. the next day at school I was pulled into the counselors office with my dad standing there crying and he told me "I don't know how to tell you this but he's dead" the pain I felt at that be
Very moment hits me everytime I think about it. He was dead and it's all my fault. He means the world to me it's been a little over a year now and i still feel the same way
Dawg915 Dawg915
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012