7 Years..2 Children..now Alone.

I lost my boyfriend of 7 years to cancer..he was my daughters perfect stepdad (the only dad in her life) and we shared a little boy together..He recently passed 3 weeks ago and I just feel so super alone... I feel like hes just at the hospital and he will be coming home soon.. I just dont want to believe that this is it... that he's really gone and not coming back.. I hate it.. absolutely HATE it..and I dont hate anything..I dont know how to move on.. right now I dont feel like its even a possibility...
carmelita21 carmelita21
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013