I My Boyfriend Is In the Navy
If it weren't for the navy I'd have my baby home with me every day...........
If it weren't for the Navy I'd sleep with my baby every nite...............
If it weren't for the Navy He would be by myside......................
If it weren't for the Navy I wouldn't miss him so.............................
If it weren't for the Navy we wouldn't be apart.........................................
If it weren't for the Navy I would live a normal life.......................
If it weren't for the Navy we could drive and see a movie................
If it weren't for the Navy my phone bill would be cheap.....................
If it weren't for the Navy my heart wouldn't break..................................
If it weren't for the Navy we would never say Good Bye.....................
If it weren't for the Navy he'd be here when we make a year..............
If it weren't for the Navy we'd be together for holidays..................
If it weren't for the Navy our life would be different.................................
If it weren't for the Navy We would of NEVER got together.................
If it weren't for the Navy we would never be this strong......................
If it weren't for the Navy I wouldn't have him at all....................
Because of the Navy I can't do alot of this like civilian girls do with their Civilian guys and yes I hate it. But because of the navy we hooked up, we got engaged, we fell in love. The whole Navy thing got in his head and made him think about what he wanted in life. I knew who and what I wanted but i just thought friendship was all i would get. But because of the Navy I have my baby in my life. True i can't touch him or be held by him but hes protecting our country so Every nite i pray that he and all of our soilders are kept safe So they may come home to their girls.
I'm the only one in my group with a military man all my girls live with their guys or stay at each others parents. They see their guys every nite and in the morning. Yet I see mine every few months. They all call me crying "oo the guys are haveing a guys nite! I NEVER get to see him!" Ummm HELLO You live with the guy!! don't give me that! My girls love jarid but they don't see why i stay with him. WTF HELLO MY BEST FRIENDS WHEN DID YA'LL BECOME SUCH ******* I LOVE THE GUY!! They tell me to leave him hes cheating any way and theres no way a guy can stay without sex for that long! WTF THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME GUYS!
I've always been the strong one in the group helping with they relationship prob. why can't they be the same way with me?? It like I'm fitting this battle with my friend to defend my relationship. A few are understanding but a few i could throw off the boat!
My baby is in the Navy and I'm behind him 200% no matter what my friend say how they feel or how much they hate it. I'm in this for the long run not giving up or looking back. I love my seabee to death and he means the world to me.
Sailor love!!!!!!
**update**
If it weren't for the navy my love would of never set sail and we wouldnt be where we are today.......
If it weren't for the navy he would of never married me..........
If it weren't for the navy i wouldn't fell this heart ache.........
if it weren't for the navy i wouldn't have the close friends i've made..........
If it weren't for the navy i wouldn't of felt true love...................
It it weren't for the navy he wouldn't of lost it..................
If it weren't for the navy we would of gotten this far...............
If it weren't for the navy we wouldn't be over........
But if it weren't for the navy i would be this strong, i wouldn't have this hope that things will work out. If it weren't for the navy I'd be lost in this world still searching. I might not be serving this country or working the long hours but i feel the heat that they take. I hear the worries in their emails, the longing for home. I listen to the heartache of their girls, the joy when they know their love is coming home to them. Don't get me wrong I've been one of them. Staying up for hours with worry, crying my self to sleep missing him, think i see him in town, jumping each time the phone rings and checking my emails 1000 times a day waiting to hear from him. I know their sorrows, their pains, their joys, their meanings for life. I've been there but now that I'm about to be standing on the out side i can't help but to still want to be apart of this. Loveing my sailor has come easy for me, letting him in so much easier. But letting him go is the hardest. I've gained so much from him. Love friends family but most of all i gained him. Before him life was a joke. Nothing really mattered i did as i pleased only having to worry about myself. My future was something I hadn't thought about. But once I had him in my life it all changed. I wanted more. Its like a light went off. Everything became bright. Loving someone wasn't hard any more. I had everything i ever wanted a guy that loved me for me and nothing else. But some where along our jounry we hit a bump and got tossed apart, while this is breaking me its making me stronger. Yes i was angry upset and crushed i might of let my anger get the best of me a few time and by the time i realized how i was handling it. It was to late. The moment i got news he wanted the divorce i was crushed. But soon that turned into anger. Much anger to much for little bittie me lol it over powered me and i lost control i started going off and taking it out on ppl. I'm upset with my self , upset with him. He promised to never hurt me and love me forever. Till death do us part! All the emotion bulit up can't be explained its just a ball of fire in me. But i can tell you this.........
If it weren't for the Navy my life would of never gained its meaning, i would of never felt love, and i would have the great gang of friends i've made here on EP..................
