Im 17. Recently my parents got a divorce and I've seen my father do things to my mom that will stay with me for the rest of my life. I've seen my dad physically beat my mother in front of me and my 2 younger brothers. I've seen my father put a gun to my moms head and just recently in her mouth I'm so hurt do mentally I feel like im never going to get better I've been thinking suicide is the only way to stop all this from hurting me even more I love both of my parents they had me at 15 and now their in their 30's and I dont know about my life anymore I just can't seem to find happiness I'm really thinking about ending this world of problems I just can't deal with it anymore both of my parents are guilty now I beg god for forgiveness because im going to take my life away pretty soon. :.( I just wish my little brothers my best of luck I love them botg so much well goodbye..