My Dedication To God----Updated

I have been in the same square mile for 99% of the past three years;

{almost 4 years now as I update this writing} and within that time 75% has been within the same hollow block walls. {and that is because God has me as His student with only His truths being my greatest want, need and desire}

I have had no income, no available employment and with that just a difficult life. {and that is from the will of God because I have tried for as many as 700 positions in Iraq or Afghanistan, tried to become fully involved in any church worldwide that wanted a man dedicated to God, tried to get back America to work as a welder, tried working with immigration here in the Philippines to give me a waver on being 3 years delinquent so if I did get work somewhere I could pay my owe when away so that I could return, I also offered myself to any refugee camp worldwide, and with that many other great efforts just to have some kind of life other than what its been for years now. . . .but none of my efforts were the will of God because He has just kept me very deep into His words that few understand or believe.}

What I do with my time the better of twenty four hours of each day is only look to God as my companion, friend, teacher and only hope for the truths of reality that few understand in depth. Instead the majority of all who read all that I write tend to disagree with judgment even though they are the words of God with great detail. Yet that is exactly as Jesus Christ said it would be by His words in John chapter fifteen verses eighteen and nineteen that I take very personally because I do all the things that he directs as best as humanly possible while also being as a comparison to Ezekiel in chapter two of his book. I could sit and write a very long list of scriptures of how I look only to God, how I put no trust in man, how I seek the fear of God as silver and hid treasures, how I strive with all of my heart and mind through actions in living by every word of God, how I try my hardest to love all and to never judge even with their cruelty towards me, how much I care about others of all cultures in all places worldwide with true sorrows of heart for the sufferings of all with tied hands and unable to help, how because I have no other life other than God that my whole life is nothing but God; how I see reality as few others do; how so badly I want to help as many as possible with spiritual truths that all need to know before its to late because those truths will involve their protection and the protection of their children and loved ones.

How it was God that came to me eighteen years ago and how God has placed me where I am in the Philippines, and how God has been training and teaching me for the past three years to become dependent on only Him because the time is coming when the only way for survival will be from only Him and absolutely no one else; and how God has made me to clearly see and understand Job through his great losses of seven sons and three daughters along with all of his wealth, possessions and servants, painful boils from head to toe, a wife that told him to curse God and die, three friends that turned on him with cruel words and judgments; and through all of this, Job never once charged God foolishly. How God has made me to see and understand Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego as perfect examples of the faith God will require for any who expect life and survival from the approaching nightmares with the fiery furnaces hotter that they have ever been. And how by looking at the faith of Elijah when he was hungry, and the woman with only a handful of meal left in her barrel and little oil in her curse that wanted only to make what was left for her and her son so they could just eat and then die; but she did as Elijah asked by preparing her last cake for him to eat; and because she did that her barrel of meal and oil never wasted until the drought had passed. I also look to Paul and how he received 40 stripes five times save one and was beaten with rods, stoned, shipwrecked in the deep, perils of robbers, heathen, perils in the wilderness, perils in the city, perils in the sea, perils among false brethren, in pain, hunger, thirst, cold nakedness and fastings often. I see the faith of Daniel and the lions den and all of the many difficulties of men of God that had no easy life and only strive to have the same faith with the mind of Christ to exist for only the will of the Father and not my own will. I see the mind of Christ to do only the things that please the Father. I also see myself as Paul saw his own self with his own words saying;

“For that which I do I allow not; for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.”

In Romans chapter seven verses fifteen through twenty five; Paul is speaking of the battle between the flesh and the Spirit of God. In other words; any man that says he has no sin is a liar. The closer we walk to God, the more Satan tries to attack us which is why the more we strive for only God’s ways in our lives the more of His armor we must always wear while making sure it securely fastened because the devil is as a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour.

The greatest judgments come against me because I see the churches of today just as God sees them as dens of thieves who have robbed Christ from being the head of the body of Christ who are the church and called out ones. But man with his doctrines and traditions God says to have no part of; and all through the Holy Bible He is against churches of today, the flocks and the shepherds that feed themselves but not the sheep. It’s a very long subject but so very simple to prove; yet all refuse the truths of God that is very easy to understand when one looks only to God and never to man. In all of my many writings much can be learned for true education; but most all prefer to just judge rather than learn from God. To understand how upon this rock I will build my church requires the understanding of what a firstfruit is, what an over comer is, who will reign with Christ, God’s little flock and why strait is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life, and few there be that find it; and also understanding of how there is but only one God, one truth and one religion and not the uncountable beliefs and gods in the world today, and how God is not the author of confusion as written in 1 Corinthians 14:33 and that’s all that the thousands of different religions of today are is confusion while never being in one accord; and that is because man is shame and confusion and always has been, read Jeremiah 3:25. 

We are in the times of the end and the seventh church era called Laodicean, but none believe God. He also says to come out of her in Revelation 18:4, but again church people don’t believe God because her means the churches of man that have been deceived.

So with all that I have just said, I fight the fight and I run the race regardless of how much I may be disliked with judgments and condemnation by all who refuse the truths of God. And each day we grow closer to the times of trouble with no escape. Psalms 91 is but one of very many ways that you can see the protection that God wants to give you, but to gain His favor you must come directly to him and not the shepherds in Ezekiel 34 and Matthew 15:14.

My Holy Bible (KJV) is like a very well used road map that leads to eternity that's in 3 sections, all taped up and all marked up with different inks, and its my whole life.

In Christ’s near final words when He was being crucified, He said;

“Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”

Make God awaken you all through His mercy in Romans 9:18 that comes from only what God sees within your heart that can hide nothing as words from the mouth; and its your hearts intent that He looks at very closely wanting to see a genuine desire for the mind of Christ that looks only to Him for all things while wanting to please Him always.

Is that your mind? Is that your hearts intent? If so become a miner now as written in Proverbs 2:4 for your reward in verse 6.

So far my education began twenty years ago, but Moses has eighty years of life's education prior to his 40 years of leading Israel in the wilderness, so just to reach his level of knowledge will take me another 60 years; and then I need another 40 of hands on experience with a rebellious people just as this world today. So says God, but who believes our creator for His every word? Certainly not the religions of man that believe what man falsely teaches as the blind leading the blind.


timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
61-65, M
4 Responses Feb 28, 2010

Your heart and mind on God is the only direction. All men of God through history are examples from the love of God that we must either learn from or die. The furnaces are turned up hotter than ever before, and unless we can be just as Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego, we will cook and die. Their story is to teach us of the faith God will require just as Job, Elijah, Moses, Paul, Daniel and all men of God.<br />
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I am here as one of God's tools to warn and help as many as possible according to whom He has mercy on by whats within their hearts that he sees deeply and even knows their intent. Hebrews 4:12-13<br />
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May God Bless you as we are on the same road.

We are being tried and tested through fire. God is putting His people through trials so that we can know ONLY to depend on Him. I get a job I lose it for the dumbest of reasons. My family is my biggest enemy and are plotting my downfall. I honestly believe that some are plotting my own death! The trials of Job, I can relate to because I too went through it too and after the testing, I came out of it truly and solely trusting God for EVERYTHING!! We know God will provide our needs and only Him. I do believe harsher times are coming and we Christians need to put on the armour of God. Wonderful teaching brother. Keep fighting the good fight and congratulations on your marriage. I pray God bless me with a Godly husband and children!

With the words that you speak, we are on the same page as for 39 months my life has only been very difficult with many problems. So I simply look at men of God through history to see their sufferings; then I look at the world today and see more sufferings than my heart can handle; so in pure truth when we look at ourselves we are on a Sunday picnic when compared to so many that die each moment from malnutrition, murder, wars, torture, beatings, violent rapes, abuse and just a never ending list that would require a massive library of books to contain all of the horrors within this world that few see in depth or pay any attention to<br />
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But what no one sees is going to strike them all in the worst ways of suffering that have ever been, and all because they listen and put their trust in man just as God says not to do.<br />
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Psalms 91 has those within and those without. Where do most want to be? Only ants that work hard can gather whats needed whereas the sluggard that wants and expects by doing nothing is going to receive nothing but Lamentations and woe with more death, bloodshed, waste and desolation then they ever thought possible. And they are being warned.<br />
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Thank you for your wisdom in comment.

What I get from church is condemnation. What I get from Christians is judgment. What I get from friends is dishonesty. What the world has taught me is to not trust. What I get from Jesus is love, compassion and acceptance. He is the only one I can turn to when I don't know where to turn. He is the only one who can take my tears away. He is always there for me no matter what. What I get from God is life, guidance and angels to help me along the way.