I Hate Junkies!!

MY EX FIANCEE, WAS USEING NEEDLES, AND I HAD NO IDEA. SHE FEEL PREGNANT AND BASICALLY KILLED THE BABY INSIDE HER WITH AN OVERDOSE! I WAS ONLY TOLD ABOUT THE WHOLE THING THE AFTERNOON SHE HAD AN ADORTION!!


I WAS NEVER GIVEN AN APPOLOGY, OR ALLOWED TOO TALK ABOUT IT WITH HER!


I DID FORGIVE HER, AFTER SHE FINISHED REHAB, BUT I NEVER GO OVER WHAT SHE DID. AFTER A FEW YEARS SHE GOT BACK INTO DRUGS AND SHE WHEN I FOUND OUT SHE DUMPED ME. BECAUSE SHE KNEW I WOULD NOT STAND TOO LOOSE ANYTHING ELES TO HER AND HER HABBIT!!


SO IN EFFECT, I HAVE LOST A BABY AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!


THERE IS NO GETTING PAST THIS, WITH OUT HER ASSISTANCE. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE SHE IS, AND HER FAMILY DON'T WANT TOO EXCEPT THAT SHE HAS A PROBLEM!!


I CAN'T HELP HER!!


I CAN ONLY JUST HOLD IT TOGETHER MYSELF!

LegendaryDarkElf LegendaryDarkElf
26-30, M
Nov 11, 2006