Even At My Quietest Moments

To my family,

I truly love everyone of you... I'm sorry I'm not always there in person or in mind. Forgive me I need to feel it in myself to fully feel alive to life's confusions.

I know that sometimes I can seem like the most careless person on earth. I just need time to think, I don't want to act from my fears.

I have had the best laughters' with my family.

I know they wonder if I would ever get better and truly feel confident to smile again. I wonder too.

In those moment of family, I truly feel safe to be my quiet self.

I love everyone in my family, even their friends and partners. I let them know always in the most subtle and appropriate ways.