NewlywedI haven't been married very long, its only been 8 months, but in the past couple months my husband has been drastically different with me. I cry myself to sleep at night because it feels like my husband doesn't love me anymore. He blames it on stress, on being unemployed for the past couple months, but we haven't been intimate for months. The few times that we are intimate, he does what he wants and finishes himself off and rolls over an snores. He can spend all day with **** by himself, but when it comes to me he barely touches me. I feel so unattractive and undesirable. We argue constantly because it has reached the point that I am so insecure of myself that I want breast implants in hopes that he might show even a little attraction to me. I wish so badly to look like something else, or be something else that maybe it would make him love me. I used to feel that I was beautiful and maybe somebody special, but I am reduced to feeling that I am insignificant. He tells me that the story of my life is someone who quits when things are hard, that I have never worked for anything that I have. I am beginning to think that maybe he is right, maybe I am someone who quits. I want to leave him at this point, but does that make me a quitter? I hate myself so much right now.
agallod 26-30 2 Responses 0 May 12, 2012