Some of the things that have happened in my marriage recently are just too creepy and pathetic to mention but...my husband prefers pixelated images to me. I've been reduced to a shadow of my former, confident self and I'm ashamed. I hate that somehow someone outside of me has made me feel so small and unimportant. ...So ugly. I miss loving who I am and being me full blast regardless of what anyone thinks. I don't know what else to say except I really am ashamed that I've let him have so much impact in my psyche.