Can't Believe I'm Even Writing This...Some of the things that have happened in my marriage recently are just too creepy and pathetic to mention but...my husband prefers pixelated images to me. I've been reduced to a shadow of my former, confident self and I'm ashamed. I hate that somehow someone outside of me has made me feel so small and unimportant. ...So ugly. I miss loving who I am and being me full blast regardless of what anyone thinks. I don't know what else to say except I really am ashamed that I've let him have so much impact in my psyche.
ImpishToad 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 May 20, 2012