My Husband Is Stationed In Korea
it willl be going on three years now, i did go for a while but i had to come come home. i have a son with someone else and i cant move him away like myself and daughter can. this experience has changed us for the worse. we fight about money, him not being able to go out and have fun because we are married. im wanting a divorce, he thinks when he gets home things will be allright but him coming home will not change the way he treated me when he was there.i feel like my husband lives a double life one is real with me an one is not, the one that is not contains girls and friends on the enternet. now that he has come home for the birth of our fourth child we cant sleep together,, he doesnt help me clean... im set in my ways and he thinks hes on vacation. what do i do. i care for him but i dont... sometimes i allmost hate him. i have no trust for him and he has no respect for me. sometimes i just feel like his new mom that he can nut in from time to time. since hes been in korea i have recieved 2 awards. i think to myself wow this is what i got an award for so my husband can be lazy and run all over me from across the world.