I have never used a toilet in my life and I'm not about to start now. I was never potty trained at all. My mom kept me in diapers until I was 8 years old, then she stopped diapering me and from that point on I just went in my pants all the time. Also, from that point on I have wet by bed every night, usually 3 or 4 times a night. My mom uses her pants and bed as her toilets as well and she knew even before she got pregnant with me that her kids would always use their pants and beds as their toilets. Well she only had me, but sure enough, I do use my pants and bed as my toilets. I am so used to it now that it is second nature. My bladder knows that it's okay to release instantly and so do my bowels. I am completely incontinent and I love it. I go in my pants no matter where I am or what I am doing or what I am wearing. I do it openly and freely in public. It doesn't bother me at all. For me, going in my pants is perfectly normal so doing it in public in front of other people is perfectly okay, it's not a problem at all for me. I will always use my pants and bed as my toilets, I will never, ever stop. My kids use their pants and bed as their toilets as well, I made sure of that. I am a single mom myself now and I have two beautiful girls aged 5 and 8, and they both already do everything in their pants constantly and they both wet their bed every night. They sleep together in a queen size bed. They wet their bed so much that their pee has soaked right through the mattress and box spring and drips on the floor under the bed. But I don't mind, we just let it drip. Anyway, we all love being wet and messy all the time and we will never stop doing it.