My Relationship And My Dream

I don't know what is going on with my relationship... I feel like I am far away from my boyfriend even though I am with him every day ...We live in same city and same building ... We love each other ...

But the thing is, we are not same nationality, culture and religion also different... I think it will be difficult for me to continue until marriage ... I have asked to my dad ... He didn't agree to get married to other nationality... I love him so much but I am afraid of culture conflict. Actually I have my dream since I was child... I want to marry with a person who believe in Jesus and to worshiping God together with my children ... Now where my dream are gone??? Why I am in love with him ...I can't believe myself... But God will show my his way ...

I want to change my work and move out from him to know better myself ... Sometimes he is too cold ... Sometimes he doesn't want to talk to me even we don't have any problem ... I can't feel this loneliness ... Now I am getting so tired of in love with other nationality ... I would prefer to stay alone ... I want to change my environment... I want to run away from this situation ...
Younmeme Younmeme
31-35, F
May 18, 2012