I have three sisters plus me. I'm the different out of them there all white and I'm a little darker. They play around talking about my color and I pretend to laugh but it hurts me. We were all eating and my biggest sister say next to me and I said as a joke why always next to me you love me right? And she said she rather sit next to my smallest sister and I said that it hurt my feeling and they stared laughing I went running to the room and they thought I was pretending but I wasn't! They were still making fun of me and laughing in the kitchen.
vivisalin vivisalin
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

Under their laughter is insecurity about themselves. That thing about - let's get them before they get us. It is sad that your home life is like this.
Then use this time to build up your self love and self worth. Let the compliments stick and let the insults roll off.
I find reading autobiography of people that I admire to be very uplifting. This will open your mind to see how many can use the downs of life to lift themselves up.

Get to do hobbies that you like - this then will be your time to build you up.
Quote for you:
You are a child of the universe no less than the tress and the stars you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you no doubt the Universe is unfolding as it should. Max Ehrmnn

Thanks 💞

Would your mum have had you with another man - than her husband?

No me and my middle sister look like him and my biggest and smallest look like my mom but we all look like each other