I Lost My Husband At 47 To Cancer

My Husband was a very talented man. He was an awesome Guitar player and singer. He was a Mechanic and started a Music recording Studio 2 years ago. At the end of April we found out he had Cancer in may he had surgery on lymphnodes and were told he may have 12 to 18 months to live. 6 weeks later he was GONE. I can't stop crying and I'm so lost without him! It isn't Fair and you can never be prepared. I just don't know what to do. How do I pick up the pieces when I don't what to?
deeslost deeslost
46-50, F
2 Responses Jul 5, 2011

Dees I lost my angel on 5/30/12 - to colon cancer - was told a week before hand she had at least 3-6 months WITHOUT any further treatment...by 5/27/12 her mind was slipping.<br />
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The pain is unbearable - why is she not here...this world is not fair...not fair at all.

LostwithoutMelinda, I'm sorry for your loss! I know you're hurting...especially since it just happened! Take your time with putting the puzzle pieces of your life back together. You will get through this...you're in my prayers!

I am so very sorry for your loss! I know you miss him more than anything right now, but things will get easier with time! You're in my prayers. Btw, you can msg me anytime you feel the need.<br />
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~Cryssy :-)