Make Me Behave...

I'm 20 years old. I'm in a long term relationship for the past 14 months. For the most part it's really good. He's a real sweet guy. I love him but there's a problem. The sex to me is dull. Some people may think it's strange but I really want to be a submissive. I want a man to teach me how to be a good girl and do what I'm told and I wanna be punished if I don't... I want him to take advantage of me, push my limits and hurt me even. Tie me up, spank me, choke me. Make me obey (pretty please!) tease me. That's what I want. I've tired to explain this to my boyfriend and he thinks I'm sick ... Twisted even. He doesnt understand ( he thinks it wrong like he's gunna hurt me or something) I've tried so many ways of explaining it to him but he just won't go for it. I even tried to get him to read some of the fifty shades books ( which I read all of them in about 5 days , melting In my pants the whole time) but he still don't get it. I feellikee something really needs to happen and soon before I feel the need to go elsewhere to get my satisfaction
SubmissivleyMe SubmissivleyMe
18-21, F
Jan 13, 2013