Sometimes I Hate Myself.
I feel so fat and ugly even though I have a wonderful husband who tells my otherwise. I just can't believe it. How could I be pretty or sexy. Not me! I try so hard to be social, but I dwell on all that I have said to someone. I wonder over and over if I said something stupid or something like that. I don't feel like myself in my own body. I constantly think about what I look like. I get depressed sometimes over it. Whenever that happens, I stop taking care of myself. I think: What's the use, no one will ever like me anyway. BUT, my husband does find my attractive. Why can't I accept myself? What's wrong with me? I hate myself for all this.