Just Putting Things Out There

I find that I am using the experience project as a way to say what I can't say to others outloud on paper. In a way I think that I am comforted in knowing that other people know how I feel. I worry about doing that too. I ask myself, is writing this stuff for other people to read sort of a way for me to pawn my problems off on someone else. A way to say, here's what's bothering me so now you know so it's a problem to bother you now. How does that help? It seems almost counterintuitive. I don't like to bother other people with my problems yet I would do something that is likely to do just that. I don't think sometimes and doing that just seems like one of those times. It's amazing how the littlest things bother me. I really just want to get all of this off my mind without hurting or bothering someone else. I don't need people to feel sorry for me or anything because there is nothing to feel sorry for. As bad as I feel sometimes there are people who are far worse and actually have reasons to feel the way they do. I have lots to be thankful for even if I don't seem very thankful. I just need a way to get it all out without risk to myself or to someone else.
buffalobaby2016 buffalobaby2016
31-35, F
2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

No you are not dumbing your problems on others in fact you are welcome to yak at me anytime you want. We all hurt for whatever reason and maybe you just need someone who will listen and understand. I know that is why I am looking around this site becasue there is understanding here.

I know how you feel...But the fact that others are worse off than you doesn't mean that you aren't allowed to feel bad or hurt from time to time. Nobody has a perfect life and everyone needs a hand now and then. If you wanna get stuff off your chest, you should do that, keeping them inside and trying to act like they aren't there will only make it worse...