Waiting

Humm i dont know what happen to me over the years but i thin ive change for the worst. i used to be sweet and i had friends who i wanted to be around now im a loner. Like i always want to be alone :'( ! Well i think im inlove with this 28 year old guy. and i dont know what to do. like i really like him but i cant seem to tell him and sometimes he gets me soo madd and then i dont love him anymore but i really do love him uqqh idk what to do :(