Unhappy No Motivation....

hi there i have never done this but there is always a frist time lol ...i feel alone im married with a child and i have a long time im not feeling happy not with my husband family neither my son ( sometimes i even think im a bad mother because i know my depresion is consuming me but im not even motivated enough to look for real help ) maybe because i really dont kow where to start .... all i know is i feel dead inside not able to enjoy none of the great things i have like my son which i love ...i feel sad alone not loved and this is not resently its been all my life my questions are is happiness overrated or is it that i have been so depress for so long that i cant enjoy life like others ....1826
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May 23, 2012