Need To Vent

I need a friend, desperately. I have friends, but our relationships seem so shallow, they don't know what truly bothers me. I am good at pretending everything is fine,but lately i'm just tired. At sixteen, i barely want to leave my bed. Everyone else seems to be changing, Over half the girls in my class have had sex while I haven't even had my first kiss. I feel like an outsider, just looking in and never truly involved and i'm tired of it. I want my life to mean more than just existing, but i'm too shy! and when i try to branch out, i just feel superficial, because no one else seems to share my interests and i end up talking about shopping, or gossip or other dumb stuff. What can I do to make myself happy?
winggirl16 winggirl16
2 Responses Jan 6, 2013

I need to vent as well. I'm 17 an things are getting ridiculous between my parents and I.

You can message me whenever you want to, some consider me a very good listener and say I give good advice, so if you want to give it a shot, just PM me :) I'll be glad to help.