I Need A True Friend!
I need someone who I can talk to openly. It's not that I don't have friends I do I just don't have anyone that I can really talk too and I'm pushing every one away as I find it hard to trust anyone at all! The people around me are just selfish, I'm a kind caring generous person but everyone seems to take advantage of that and that's why I've had enough! My "friends" will only ever ring me if they need something or if they need a favour! I'm sick n tired of being used! Even if I try and tell them what's wrong they don't make me feel better or help me with my problems and even when they know I'm going through a tough time they won't ask if everything is ok! I don't matter to any one and I'm getting a bit lonely now! I hate spending every day on my own I try and keep myself busy but nothing can hide the fact that I am alone! I try to be happy n just get on with it but nothing seems to make me smile any more!! I've been alone and depressed for 2 years and it feels like a lifetime! I hate my life!!