No One Seems To Understand . . .

I've always felt different than others, it seems that things that come naturally to most are hard for me to grasp, but things that they find difficult I understand at a glance. I seem unable to connect with most other people, I'm somewhat of an Atheist, but I'm not against the idea of a God. My family fails to understand my reasoning and often shun me because of my lack of faith, leaving me often feeling alone and depressed. My friends are often busy and I never get the chance to hang out for long, and I only have a few friends as it is. I just got fired from my job and my boss wouldn't even tell me why, finding a job at my young age was hard enough as it is. I just kind of wish I could quit life sometimes I feel like no one understands me. I've often felt the need for social interactions but I'm pretty much socially retarded I can't make any new friends I've had girls ask me out but I never usually see it working out in the long run so I often decline I don't really care about a girls looks as long as she's nice, caring, sweet and I'd really like it if she were intellectual too but it seems to me that most of the girls I meet aren't all that nice and a lot of them don't seem to look at things intellectually often. So I feel pretty lonely with almost no one to ever talk to, I feel like no one understands me and that I can never express myself.