Have any of you been surrounded my people but stand alone? And there is just so much going on but you can tell your friends in fear that what you have done may change how they look at you? That's how I feel. I can't reveal my feeling to anyone without fear of judgement. All I really want is a listener and someone who could also confide in me without fear of judgement.
Gillian Gillian
18-21, F
5 Responses Sep 4, 2007

exactly how i feel. see my story if u want to. i am full of friends but no one i can talk too openly and i feel lonely for that

It's ok Gillian.There's always a friend out there for eveyone,Don't worry you will find him/her soon.

oh wow you dont even know the 1/2 of it, i used to go to the public pool in my areas all alone and even though i'd be surrpounded by people cheering and laughing, i have never felt so alone...

This is exactly how I have been feeling (the reason I am reading stories in this group). I have lots of people who I hang out with and I have a family that loves me, but I feel so alone. There are so many things I need to talk about, but I can't tell anyone. Either I am afraid how they will react, just don't feel close enough to them or in the case of my family, don't want them to worry about me. It is horrible to have to try to deal with so much **** alone when all I really want is someone to care about me and listen. So in summary, my answer to your questions is yes.

I'm all ears baby! I'll be your friend if you need one.I am a good listener and I will try to ease your pain if I can.