The Clock Ticks...And I Am Dying Everyday...

It matters not who I am, or who I was born as.

**** Fate. She don't have the right to screw me for any reason.

So you know what? I'm giving this a week, and if nothing results, EP loses a member.

So, someone better give me the chance I need, and 1,000% deserve, to prove my heart, and they also better not screw me over, or I leave, and kill myself. That simple.

**** living, if I have to be alone my whole life. It's BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!
amytheinvalid amytheinvalid
26-30, T
2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

I wish nothing but the best for you, brother.

This...I know from what I've seen, is more than just you outing your pain. It's your only way of escaping your pain.

Love, is not the only way out, but it sure as Hell does help. I know because I have yours.

♥ Amy ♥

I'm glad I have an unconditionally loving sister...

This is a very unhealthy way to look at things :/ love doesn't just happen in an instant, and demanding it isn't very healthy either. These things come with time. Be kind to thyself and life will react accordingly. You shouldn't bash yourself so much.

I wish people would be kind to me, as I am to them. Nothing I do reciprocates, and I don't truly understand why...