When Life No Longer Makes Sense.
In October, after 5 years and a 3 year old son, my boyfriend up an said, "I need some space to figure my life out." As recently as a week before this happened we were talking about marriage, growing old together, and having more children together. and then the bomb dropped. I moved out in October into a room at my friend's house. I didn't want the house. I had no job and could not afford the rent there. So as of Jan 1st I got into a place. I gave my son the bedroom and my bed is in the main room but it is our own place and I am grateful. I have submitted 39 resumes to various companies and have gotten one interview which didn't result in a job. Everything I thought of as my plan for the future is gone. I don't have a job. I'm 30 and having to ask my parents for help. I think I need a new plan.