Friends? Pfff Please.

I know three people that are in my friends list are going to see this and I couldn't give a ....(bad words) about it. Look in real life people just say friends but when I need them they don't do anything for me. So I thought why not online? At least then I talk to someone. Guess what? Same (bad word) thing!! People in the world are me me me me me ME! Well I am sick and tried of it. I want a friendship to be Me THEN You You You You. Is that not fair?! For once let's talk about me one time is all I need. Once. But that is as rare as good leader. Oh then I have people just hitting the add button. That ****** me of. If you want to be friends then INTRODUCE YOURSELF. I mean really there is one (yeah you heard me) ONE person in my friends list that cares and the rest are people I am helping. But that one person is seen monthly. So yeah I don't get to see her as much. I mean I get it you have your issues but why the hell should I be your friend when you won't let me express MYSELF every once in a while umm? It not fair and people really need to learn what being a friend means. A friend is there for you when you are need, a friend know when to give and not take, a friend is loyal, a friend is like family, a friend comes back after a fight, a friend is someone worth my time, my love, and my effort. Why is this so damn hard to find?